The Dancing with the Stars alum said she still loves Cena, but she wants to be more confident in her future before the two take that next big step.
Earlier this week, John had told the show's hosts Hoda Kotb and Kathie Lee Gifford that he wanted nothing more than to patch up his relationship with 34-year-old Nikki, even stating he would like to have children with her despite being against the idea previously. "That's insane." The glance she gives her sister Brie says it all, really. "I love him, he's a great man, I love them both together", she added.
"For me, I love both of them and I applaud them for putting their relationship out there, : she said".
I have hope. I just want John and I to live happily ever after - whether it's together or separate. He is my best friend.
"What's hard at times and what people don't realize about my relationship is I'm alone a lot and I'm alone in these big, attractive homes, which you're like, gosh, I mean, these homes are unreal", Bella says.
Nikki Bella said Wednesday that she's hopeful the couple can reunite, but that she doesn't want to be regretful and rush into marriage. The day I say my vows, I wanna say them once and I want to fully mean them.
It's really hard when you film a reality show, and me and my sister are the type of people who are open books, we have no filters. It just shows everyone that you're not alone.
"John's my brother, I text him all the time. I just want us to work". It's because I love her and I think in times of separation, often we speculate on what the other person is doing and sometimes communication can get messed up. Her reaction: "So we really wanna call this off?"
Calloway recited John's comment, telling the Total Divas star, 'I still love Nicole, I still would love to marry Nicole, I still would love to have a family with Nicole'.
"Total Bellas" premieres Sunday, May 20 at 9pm on E!